Wasteland

Silly words of a silly girl who is falling in love of a impossible man

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 04:29:41 GMT

Yes, I'm so silly because I fall in love of a guy who is an impossible. It mean, a loooot of things would be happen to meet him.
But I told my self: Impossible is nothing. [Hold on Hope]

Love Will Come Through
by Travis

If I told you a secret
You won't tell a soul
Will you hold it and keep it alive
Cause it's burning a hole
And I can't get to sleep
And I can't live alone in this lie

I was falling in love
Every day and every night
I really wish find you
I'm thinking of you

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down the mountain

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow

My heart is in pain
when I see you outhere.
You're walking alone
just like I do

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Take me
Come here, find me.
I'm walking over around this
looking you

Well I stand at the crossroads
Of highroads and lowroads
And I got a feeling it's right

Can you feel me?
Can you feel that is someone waiting for you.
I don't know that I could hang with this loneliness anymore.

If it's real what I'm feeling
There's no makebelieving
The sound of the wings of the flight of a dove

My love is real
but you aren't
It means, you are there, but
I can't hold you

Take it away
Don't look da-da-da down the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Love will come through
Love will come through
Love will come through

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 05:49:38 GMT

That was the night.
After the dinner with your friends and co workers. I was so nervous... the first time with the people that you apreciate.

When we're alone, with all the dishes clean, we sat in the couch. You take my hand.

"Not so bad, isn´t?", and kiss my hand.
"Yeah... I mean, it was great, your friends are very nice."
"They love you."

You put your arms arround my waist, and I put my head in your chest. You draw the way between my forehead and my lips with kisses, and I caught your lips with my lips.

We're kissing each other, with passion, we kiss until we lost the air in our lungs. Your hands are rolling arround my body, and my arms are wraping your neck.

you unbotton my claps bra, under my shirt: "Go to the bedroom." you said, and you lead me.

In the bedroom we are in passion, your kiss are going down arround my neck, my shoulders, and your hands are opening my shirt. The bra falls down, and you exposed my breast, and kiss them. I take out your shirt and I exposed your scar... i love being the only one who kiss that scar. I kiss over your chest, your neck, and your hands are slide down under my pants.
You hold me so tight.

"I want you my dear." You whisper in my ear.
"Me too, hun... I think i'm ready."

You touch me, and you feel my body, you feel my wet. We take off the rest of our clothes. Laying in your bed you kiss all my body, all over my body, and in a few minutes you're with me. We fix into each other, like a puzzle piece. I feel you inside me, and I feel your love.
I wrap your waist with my legs... I don't wanna let you go.

Dear John

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:07:53 GMT

My sweet:

Last night I had a nightmare, and I wake up so angst.

I dreamed that you cheat me, and you came here and told me : "I'll stay there... I knew someone else... I'm sorry."

I'm so scared... I know that we're together soon, but, I'm scared... it's more than 8000 kms the distance between our places.

And I know that you miss me, you told me yesterday, you told me that you need me too.

I have to touch you, I need to feel you... comming back soon please. I'll be waiting for you.

Seeing You

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 03:41:33 GMT

You... in my screen today... for the magic of the webcam.

You look handsome, pretty handsome... I mean, you always are handsome, but now, the green of your eyes it was more intense.

You really glad my day

I miss you more than yesterday...

Our Sundays

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 00:06:04 GMT

He loves read the newspaper on the bed.

The sun is shinning, he holds the paper with on hand, and my head lay in his chest, because he play with my hair with his other hand.

Cellphones off, his dogs barking in the garden.

We talk about some news, because he loves read in a loud voice the most important news.

I wanna be with you hun... I miss you a lot.

The things here isn´t good. Back to my parents place it's weird... mom still searching jobs for me, but that's a job who I don't like it... you know that I hate work in clinic. But with my salary I can't pay our apartment and the Master.

I leave you, I have to finish one paper.

I love you, always yours.

Sometimes When We Touch

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:33:29 GMT

I need your hug.
I know that if you can do it, you 'll take the first plane and came here.
I really need feel your warm, your hands holding my hands.

But I get your voice telling me that everything will be Ok, telling me that I can do this, no matter what happen. Remembering me that all of this it's for me, for my career.

I'm tired hun... tired because I have a lot of papers and investigations to do. 24 hours per day isn't enough. But I'll do that, I will survive this. We will survive the next 14 months.

love You

First Kiss

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 15:09:34 GMT

Where was the day when our friendship become in a relationship?

We're scared... but we're doing great.

Remember that day, you, me and some friend of you in a restaurant of the downtown. You look nervous, and when I take your hand, you hold my hand tightly, and never let go.

After that we walk, and in the middle of the bridge you stop.

"I'm so scared, but I'll have to tell this."
"what?"
"I want spend more time with you, I want share my days with you... but I'm so scare if I lost your friendship for that... but I need you more than a friend."

You hug me, I put my arms arround your neck.

"Don't be silly... I always be with you, no matter what happen to us."

Our first kiss, under a cloudy and grey sky.

That night, we´re spend together, at your place, after a dinner with your friends.

You, Me... cuddling in the coach.

That's was the way when our life start.

I love you

When we meet

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:59:42 GMT

It was in a coffee shop
While I was waiting for my change you was in the line for pick up your order.
I can't avoid look at you... you have a green eyes that can stop the world.
You just smile.

I don't know what to tell you, I can't be a silly girl, but you broke the ice.

Your voice.
Your voice shake my all my body. Every time that I heard you, I feel the same.

Since that day, when our coffee cool down in our hands, your voice are with me every day. When you call me every morning to wake me up, until when you're the last call that I responded every night.

I love you.

Missing You

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:17:16 GMT

"Don't stay late at the machine... you have to rest."
"When I finish this, I'll go to the bed... I promise."

Some days I'll have a lot of work to do, so I stay awake very late at night... that was the reason for I move with him... he hates the idea that I stay alone at night.
His place is bigger than my place, so we made a beautiful desk, when we work together or by our own.

I work better at nigh, specially in summer. Typing my papers was interesting. Soft music, or the news on TV sometimes are my company.

Sometimes I felt his steps, sometimes he surprised me.

"Hun... it's late"
He put his arms arround my shoulders, he gaves to me a little kisses in my shoulder. Feel his chin against my body was a good sensation.
"Let me finish... I promise, I'll be good tomorrow."
"I know you do... but I miss you."

These words was the most way to turn off my laptop and lost in his arms, kissing and tenderness.

But now I'm missing him
He is not there on our room
Our bed is empty and cold

I can't avoid
I miss go to sleep watching him. And I miss the fact that his face was the first thing that I see in the morning.
I miss his words... when he told me about his day, his worries, his hopes.

Some days his abscence hurts more than others... and today hurts a lot.

Soon will be together again, but now we have to keep in contact in msn... we can't pay the long distance calls yet.

I miss him... I love him

About Me

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 00:18:09 GMT

Dawnnie

My favorite character, because I'm just like her.

New York

Our place in the world. The city in that you can hide

I choose write

Because I have to put in order all the things that I'm living

I choose dream awake

Because that makes me feel alive.

I choose wait

Because I think that is the better.

I choose stay here

Because I need discover what that I want, and I don't want to loose now.

I'm a lost soul, loneliness in this big city. Dealing with this.

I have a broken heart, and a little baggage.